I think I’m feeling betrayed.
The kiddo had a restless night thanks to her having a hard tine digestibg what she ate for dinner last night. Each time she woke I woke from yet another bad dream in which someone betrayed me. Usually it was in some small but significant manner. A couple of times it was something really serious. In most cases it was my mom (in Texas) betraying me. In my dream, at one point I said to her “your lack of respect for me and your unwillingness to sacrifice any of your time for my daughter means that you deserve neither of us. “ In a few cases I acted childish in response to this betrayal. Actng out, being difficult, playing games, or being stubborn just to prove a point. Sadly, I can see myself doing that in reality if presented with the same situation. That’s not so good.